Sleeping with a 10 yr old

Not like that you sickos!!! Get your minds out of the gutter and hang up the phone( I know you were calling CPS on me). My daughter, Drama princess, is almost 10 yrs old and STILL tries to sleep in my bed. Now, when she was little, I rocker her to sleep with soothing songs and her bottle. Then I put her to bed in her crib. Normal, right?? Then, what the hell happened??? Since we moved into this house (7 years ago, people!!) she has been afraid to sleep alone. My husband and I have a queen size bed, just big enough for us. DQ is almost as tall as me and it's like having another freakin' adult in the bed!! She also sleeps sideways, kicking, rolling, punching and snoring!!!
DQ actually hit Hubby in the face, while he was sleeping! He was soooo pissed, he got up and slept on the couch, not just for the night but for months!! Ok, then DQ went to grandpa's house and had to sleep on her own, G-pa doesn't play that shit, and she cried herself to sleep. Poor baby. DQ comes home from G-Pa's and started sleeping in her own room, in her won bed. OH HAPPY DAY!!! Hubby and I actually were able to...ya know... in or bed!! Now, DQ is falling asleep on the couch, I wake her up, take her to her room and she comes in my bed in the middle of the night. I wake up with her and not Hubby. WTF???? I think I have babied her for to long and now I'm screwed, and not by Hubby. Damn, this really sucks.

I'm gettin' good

Ok, so as I told you, I was trying to learn some stuff about web design and HTML. Well, I have gotten a little better at the whole blog title thing! As you can see from my new blog banner, I made this all by myself!! I used photoshop and that was a bitch to figure out. I still don't know 3/4 of the shit there is to do on there. One day at a time.
I am learning the HTML by trial and error and doing A LOT of research on the net.
There are so many different sites that have tutorials, I can't keep up with what the hell I'm doing anymore! I have a ton of bookmarks for all those sites and most of them I already forgot why I bookmarked them. Man, I am so obsessive about things. Oh well, knowledge is power, right?

Democrat or Republican? What's you choice this time around?

I am a democrat but I really think this time I'm gonna vote Republican. I think we need some of the "old boys club" and old fashion values put back into theis county.
This world has gotta so pathetic. From power, abortion, gay rights, war, and so much more. I can't even think about all this shit, it's giving me a headache.
You know, I don't even watch the news because I am so tired of hearing about the demise of our country. It really gets me depressed. Hubby watches CNN religiously and tells me what's up when I ask, which is hardly ever! It's all bullshit!! What kind of world are our kids growing up in? I live very clise to DC and I want to move sooooo badly, to a farm, or an island somewhere far, far away, kinda like Shrek and the swamp thing! Oh, yeah, I can't even sell my damn house now because the fucking mortage companies are not making it easy for people to get approved. Bastards!
I live in a suburb and I see MS13 grafetti around my area. Don't get me wrong I live in a great, safe, clean, middle class to upper middle class hood but once outside of the hood, about 2 miles in either direction, GHETTO!!! I hate this shit.
Ok, I'm done on my soapbox. I don't mean to offend anyone with anything I have written hear and if I did, get the fuck over yourself!

Sugar Skulls and some tats

WWWOOOOO HHHHOOOO! I found my next tattoo! I am sooo totally obsessed with these things, sugar skulls. Have you ever seen them? Here's a picture:
These are someone else's tattoos but I love the colors and designs. What? You love them too, but it would be really painful? Yeah, that's what I'm scared of. I would have to wait to get the nerve (and the money!) up for this one. So, do you have any tattoos? When did you get them and do you regret it? I just got my first one about 3 months ago and they are addicting. I am ready for the next one.

Miss Mania and her crazy ways

Wow, things have been a little hectic around here. Miss Mania moved to a new place over the weekend. Yeah, I know, she's still 17 but if you knew that bullshit I have gone through with that kid over the past 5 yrs, you would agree with me about letting her ass move out of the house early!! Miss Mania is bipolar, hormonal and all around not a very easy person to get along with. I think she is idiot savant. Have you ever encountered a bipolar person? In any way, family member or friend? Man, it is sooo crazy to try to raise a bipolar child. All I can say is "LIVING HELL, PEOPLE!!" Only by the grace of god, did I survive the past 5 yrs with this one!
She has her own agenda and thoughts about life, you ever here of the saying "live and learn"? That is the story of her life. If she gets an idea in her head, no matter how stupid it is or you just know it's not right, she will argue until you get it, do it, or agree with it.
I swear, if she gets a job and keeps it for more then a month, I will die! Don't get me wrong, I love her, she's my first born, from my first husband, she is beautiful and can be the sweetest, funniest person around but she is the Demon seed!!!
I love my child, I love my child, I love my child........... I feel the panic setting in!~!! Not really!